today i am listening to water
today i am listening to water and i am thirsty for answers
i am still and quiet
i am allowing the rhythm and the flow
to enter my breath and awaiting transformation and direction
nothing is happening
no answers are here
more questions have arisen
i am more unsure of what is next
and yet more confident that this is the way to figure it all out
I am really great at making lists.
I can make a list for anything at anytime.
I list the lists I need to list.
I don’t think this list making skill is a true resume builder or asset to my future fabulous self.
The lists are not currently serving me up into greatness.
I know, I know. There are some who say that the lists are a mere distraction from the action that I need to realize and create.
The lists are an avoidance of fruition.
Perhaps, they are a clever trick to look busy while I am truly floundering into madness and despair.
There is also the chance that my next list will be THE LIST.
The list that launches me into a state of getting it done and making the dream a reality.